Well, lotsa stuff happened. And when I reflect back, I do understand that I'm a total creep. I am. I'm so sorry to those that I've creep-ed at...
hey Musica, when are u gonna write sumtin?
Bro's silenced atm and we dont want D dont we?
I dont know wut to do, wut to say, wut to write and how to react. I guessed I've changed. Changed back to the person I was before Brisbane. I wonder why I became like this. Maybe Michael is not here with me, thus the difference. Maybe I'm just too distanced. I feel like I dont know who I really am anymore. There, another Mi-Ne.
Look, here's the thing. It's not that I'm doing the stuff you told me not to, not that I don't walk the talk, not that I'm trying to be an asswipe or sumtin. But maybe I'm just me. Maybe I just want to be myself.
I need my lucky seven.
I miss the Brisbane me.
I don't know.
Musica, D and Bro, am I doing the right thing? Or am I not supposed to do this? Would everyone see wut i'm seeing rite now? Would they see it differently? Should I heed to their call? Or should I ignore? Do take over for me for a while guys. Please.
Nas out for quite a while.