Friday, February 29, 2008

I'm a creep..

Well, lotsa stuff happened. And when I reflect back, I do understand that I'm a total creep. I am. I'm so sorry to those that I've creep-ed at...



*sigh*

hey Musica, when are u gonna write sumtin?
Bro's silenced atm and we dont want D dont we?

*sigh*



I dont know wut to do, wut to say, wut to write and how to react. I guessed I've changed. Changed back to the person I was before Brisbane. I wonder why I became like this. Maybe Michael is not here with me, thus the difference. Maybe I'm just too distanced. I feel like I dont know who I really am anymore. There, another Mi-Ne.

*sigh*

Look, here's the thing. It's not that I'm doing the stuff you told me not to, not that I don't walk the talk, not that I'm trying to be an asswipe or sumtin. But maybe I'm just me. Maybe I just want to be myself.

I need my lucky seven.
I miss the Brisbane me.
I don't know.

Musica, D and Bro, am I doing the right thing? Or am I not supposed to do this? Would everyone see wut i'm seeing rite now? Would they see it differently? Should I heed to their call? Or should I ignore? Do take over for me for a while guys. Please.






I'm out.
Nas out for quite a while.

2 comments:

.:nayzi.norman:. said...

how've u changed? i miss u.

ah^kam koko' said...

we all change, bro...
time & circumstance changes us...
we also change because of the future that we see...
sigh...

let's all hope that we change for the better...
for we will never know until the day we see our lifetime replayed in heaven or hell...