Tuesday, March 31, 2009

I guess sumtin's wrong.

About 5 mins ago, I poured Whiskas into the rice cooker, thinking it was rice. I just realized that as I'm about to wash it......

Sumtin's wrong with me.

Monday, March 30, 2009

Going crazy

photos taken without permission from here.

Okay, it's time to bitch.
As we all know, humans are different. They can think. But when they do things, sometimes they over thinks themselves, meaning way beyond their capacity. And because of over thinking, this particular guy just keeps on bugging me, since February if I'm not mistaken.

It was after a whole day event of athletics competition. I was assigned to look after the pupils' things and them too. Some of them were asthmatic and being kids they forgot their medications. It was superbly hot and humid. After the whole day, I was too tired that it shows on my face. And thus it started.

Some teacher thought that I have something against him that day, which I had and kept it to myself, had been harassing me, stalking me, blocking my way to class and bugging me. It's as he said that I'm not satisfied with how he handles things that day, which I did, but I kept it to myself out of respect as a newbie in the school. And it went on and on until today. Since my car is still under repair, I could not bring my kids to the district level training sessions which are held in different school. And since he's the one available, he was assigned to do so. And then, when it ends, he stopped me and said that his honor was tarnished as the administrations of our school called him about something that somehow related to me have something against him. I was blur, tired and still thinking of how to settle my other problems, just couldn't take it. There were 2 female teachers there and a couple of pupils watching and he was harassing me (with words) in front of them. I tried to ignore but there he was yapping like a bitch, talking about his honor or I would say his ego. I turned at him at said, if he's talking about his honor, then what about the honor of a nice lady teacher who's being a friend to me, that he and his cohorts made story of? What about the story of me and her being in a sugar-mummy-toy-boy-type-of-affair? And me being me, I'm really pissed if someone nice to me is being dragged into my problem that had nothing to do with him/her at all and they suffered from it. I clenched my fist and said to him that this lil fist of mine would eat him up if he won't stop there. The situation is almost the same when I hit my dad years ago. So, being a coward, he left. And few hours later, sent me an sms about me being afraid to face him.

You see, I tried to ignore him, tried to be a professional teacher and matured human being by not avoiding this problem but tried to ignore it because I knew he thinks too much and he's older and I do respect the elderly. But I'm really pissed when he dragged someone who had been nice to me into this. I just could not take it. If it continues, I'll be going nuts!

These are the advices I get:

1. Ignore them, and prove to them your work is unchallenged.
2. Ignore them, just do your work.
3. You should just smack the hell out of him/ should kick his arse so hard till he kiss the moon.
4. Mintak tukar sekolah je la..... (Just ask for a transfer to another school). *It's from the school guard. LOL

Sunday, March 29, 2009

End of March

Lotsa things happened to me this late phase of the month.
First, my cat passed away. And as most of my close friends knew, he was like a son to me and up until now I just could not take the idea of him not being with me anymore. I thank you Jarod for giving Shadow to me as she's kinda a big help in making me still standing on my two feet. And that was during the start of the recent school holiday.

When the hols was halfway finished, I had to go back to JB to train my volleyball team. They were passionate young children, cheeky, crazy, mischievous and they do understand my situation. I mean kids these days can somehow talk like adults. And of course a few minutes after that, they went back to their real age. And yeah, the tournament was last Thursday and we got second place with four of my kids got chosen to compete in the district level, and that is next Thursday. Well, they could get the first place but in the first match, they were demotivated by some teachers that accompanied us. And it feels like I'm being sabotaged as for about a month I've been training them alone and on that day itself, these teachers had to demoralize the kids. I'm not accusing or making assumptions but the kids told me themselves that they are afraid of the teachers, thus could not concentrate on the game. So what I did was to remind them of who they should listen to and play like they always play. Be as crazy, naughty and playful as they were during their training sessions with me. And they did. And that's how they managed to win the silver with average 8-9 points difference.

Talking about teachers sabotaging me, one of the teachers actually had created a story of me being the toy boy of a female teacher in the school and we seem to have had affairs even though she's already married and stuff. And they seem to have circulated the story around in the teachers' room. It made ashamed of calling my self a teacher when a group of seasoned and, like the headmistress said, great teachers in the school, did something like this when it is totally not true. Makes you wonder and found the reason of why and what makes our young generations turns out to be like they are right now.

And yeah, to make things worse, I was involved in a 6-car-accident last Friday. I'm unhurt but it's gonna cost me a lot until my car is fully repaired.

As you can see, my front bonnet and bumper dented a lot and somehow the radiator still works. But the back bonnet and bumper is in a bad shape. The bumper was stuck at the right tyre and had to be pulled out with a crowbar. So yeah. But I was laughing right after it happened as the sixth vehicle is a Dunkin Donut van. I don't know why but some how it was funny at that time. And yeah. LOL I'm safe, just that I'm gonna miss my baby boy or like the pupils called it, Mr. Bean's car, for a week.

However I still went to Singapore with Guna and Shim out of randomness and we had a great time there. We literally circled the island in one day, via MRTs and taxis. Well, the purpose was to find my brother but he somehow did not showed up for work. Then we hang out with old friends and had a few catching up sessions. Oh yeah, some how some of the Singaporeans seems to be unfriendly to us. Well, we were short of small change and we were shooed off a shop even though we paid for some drinks we bought to get the change. And yeah, some hawkers gave us bad service with their bad attitude and to the degree that I called him some names right at him. And they are hawking in the middle of a famous tourist area. They gave the tourists there a bad image of Singapore. Well done.

Ah well, busy weeks ahead. Hopefully I won't turn crazy or suicidal.

Tuesday, March 17, 2009


Today, a very loving, naughty, mischievous, bratty, pampered and horny son of mine has passed away. He was 1 year old. Even though his death was tragic, he will have a better experience from now on. For those who know him, do remember him, even a moment, in your life. May he rest in peace.

Shoel @ Short Tail

May you live in peace boy. I love you.