Thursday, September 30, 2010

I feel...

-like doing everything all over again, but that would make me not the me I know today.
-that I might not be worth it for the standards, but my own.
-like I'm just the bushes, canopied by the large greens.
-afraid of things to come.
-clueless of my next step.
-that its as if I dont have any other options anymore.
-that what I feel seems to be invisible for others to feel.
-that my feelings is overwhelming that I cant concentrate on anything.
-like quitting this job and just wander around the face of the earth.
-like to continue this noting another day, another time.
-like searching for the book again.

4 comments:

ah^kam_koko' said...

You're lost, dude...
Find a ground you can stand firm on.
Then, start from there.

Every building needs a good foundation.
So do we & our emotional selves.

Take care of yourself, dude.
*hugs*

Musica said...

A tree could choose the direction of the growth of its branches and leaves. But the tree couldn't choose much about the place that they started to sprout.

ah^kam_koko' said...

You are the master gardener & he tree is your life.
You can CHOOSE where you want to plant your tree.
Sometimes we have more power in our lives than we allow ourselves.

Musica said...

^_^