Thursday, September 30, 2010

I feel...

-like doing everything all over again, but that would make me not the me I know today.
-that I might not be worth it for the standards, but my own.
-like I'm just the bushes, canopied by the large greens.
-afraid of things to come.
-clueless of my next step.
-that its as if I dont have any other options anymore.
-that what I feel seems to be invisible for others to feel.
-that my feelings is overwhelming that I cant concentrate on anything.
-like quitting this job and just wander around the face of the earth.
-like to continue this noting another day, another time.
-like searching for the book again.

4 comments:

Jarod Yong said...

You're lost, dude...
Find a ground you can stand firm on.
Then, start from there.

Every building needs a good foundation.
So do we & our emotional selves.

Take care of yourself, dude.
*hugs*

Musica said...

A tree could choose the direction of the growth of its branches and leaves. But the tree couldn't choose much about the place that they started to sprout.

Jarod Yong said...

You are the master gardener & he tree is your life.
You can CHOOSE where you want to plant your tree.
Sometimes we have more power in our lives than we allow ourselves.

Musica said...

^_^