What I discovered yesterday...

It was Saturday noon, after extra curricular activities at school. Hairy asked me if I want to go to a place where I could relax. Having plans canceled, I said Yes! We went to a place where I could meet goats, chickens, cute puppies and ghosts. There's people there, friendly people. Among them is this one old man that I know. I knew him as being hot tempered, unpredictable and one of the first person who had worked in the school since it was opened in 1983.

We all had a great talk, laughs, barbecue (roasted lamb thigh, marinated with turmeric, salt, garlic, lemongrass and oil) and some motivational talk as well as the chance to meet the infamous 'Langsuir' or the Malay version of banshee. Too bad I couldn't see them anymore but I did sense a couple when I was there.

Anyway, what I discovered yesterday is that this old guy is a great human observer. He outlined my personalities one by one and he knew what I had in me even though I'm a bit held back when he's around....

And I guess I'm lucky.

I still could remember his advice: Just smile, problems are problems but just smile... you'll live longer...
I'm half sure about what he meant but yeah.
I had fun.

Next time, I'll bring my cam to have capture the beautiful scenery there. OMG! U could see stars as if it's summer!

p/s: I also discovered that I might have dengue fever or worst.... been having on off fever since 8 days ago. The red spots are also noticeable...

Kiss Me Thru The Phone

Tried to Youtube the MV but seems like its not available for my country..... what a crap...


And TANX BUNCH Jarod! I forgot bout Musicjesus! MV is there but some how there's problem with HTML coding.... bummer...

Anyway, it's a decent song.

Kiss Me Thru The Phone
Soulja Boy Tell'em Ft Sammie


Baby, you know that I miss you,
I wanna get wit you tonight,
But I can't my baby girl,
And that's the issue,
Girl you know I miss you,
I just wanna kiss you,
But I can't right now,

So baby kiss me thru the phone
(Kiss me thru the phone),
I'll see you later on (later on),
Kiss me thru the phone,
(Kiss me thru the phone),
See you when I get home (I get home).

Baby I know that you like me,
Your my future wifey,
Soulja Boy Tell 'Em (yeah),
You can be my Bonne,
I can ya Clyde,
You can be my wife,
Text me, call me, I need you in my life,
Yeah, all that, everyday I need ya,
And everytime I see ya,
My feelings get deeper,
I miss you
I miss you
I really wanna kiss you but I can't....
6 7 8 triple 9 8 2 1 2

Baby, you know that I miss you,
I wanna get wit you tonight,
But I can't my baby girl,
And that's the issue,
Girl you know I miss you,
I just wanna kiss you,
But I can't right now,

So baby kiss me thru the phone
(Kiss me thru the phone),
I'll see you later on (later on),
Kiss me thru the phone,
(Kiss me thru the phone),
See you when I get home (I get home).

Baby, I been thinkin lately,
So much about you,
Everything about you,
I like it, I love it,
Kissing you in public,
Thinkin nothin of it,
Roses by the dozen,
Talkin on the phone,
Baby you so sexy,
Ya voice is so lovely,
I love ya complexion,
I miss ya,
I miss ya,
I miss ya,
I really wanna kiss you but I can't...
6 7 8 triple 9 8 2 1 2

Baby, you know that I miss you,
I wanna get wit you tonight,
But I can't my baby girl,
And that's the issue,
Girl you know I miss you,
I just wanna kiss you,
But I can't right now,

So baby kiss me thru the phone
(Kiss me thru the phone),
I'll see you later on (later on),
Kiss me thru the phone,
(Kiss me thru the phone),
See you when I get home (I get home).

She call my phone like,
Da da da da da da (x3),
We on the phone like,
Da da da da da da (x3),
We takin pix like,
Da da da da da da (x3),
She dial my number like,
Da da da da da da (x2),
6 7 8 triple 9 8 2 1 2

Baby, you know that I miss you,
I wanna get wit you tonight,
But I can't my baby girl,
And that's the issue,
Girl you know I miss you,
I just wanna kiss you,
But I can't right now,

So baby kiss me thru the phone
(Kiss me thru the phone),
I'll see you later on (later on),
Kiss me thru the phone,
(Kiss me thru the phone),
See you when I get home (I get home).

I love the lyrics. Enuff said.

p/s: Hey there Karma!

Tired

When I miss you but I have to shower and was too tired that I fell asleep in front of the laptop rite after I switched it on about 2 hours ago...

^_^

I miss you..

Random

Announcing

My wedding is moved to a later unknown date.
So, no anything on the 6th or 7th of June.
Well, yeah...

Dear God

When someone told me this is her favorite song, I googled and wikied the song and look for the lyrics, as well as the band Avenged Sevenfold. It's written that this band is like the Lacuna Coil of US. But when I listen to their songs, they are more metal than Goth, unlike Lacuna Coil who's more gothic. But then again, this song is more country than metal or goth.

Anyway, I think I understand why she told me about the song and recommended it to me.

Dear God
Avenged Sevenfold

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah


Dear God, the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again oh no
Once again


There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
And all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God, the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
When hope begins to fade


A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find

Dear God, the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again, oh no
Once again


I guess there's similarities between the lyric and what had happened before in my life. I guess she just see right through me. Even now.

Fingers

I guess it is Karma but I do not know for what reason.

Last 3 weeks, while training the kids volleyball, I accidentally hurt my right ring finger when trying to catch a bouncing ball. It hurts still and my finger could not bend properly and even do heavy works a finger usually does...... Like picking the nose etc...

Last weekend, my left index finger was cut by a damn PLASTIC!!!!! Even though it didn't bleed, it hurts like getting a paper cut.

And today, right after school as I just about to close the door of Baby Boy, the same index finger was almost smashed by the door and I took about 30 seconds to realize what had happened by staring at the poor lil fella. Luckily it was not smashed and the nail is still intact. And after 3 hours, it's still numb and could not bend properly nor do heavy works such as picking the nose... and scratching my back....

Pondering back, I wonder what did I do wrong using these two fingers. What does Karma wants me to pay on? To add to that, since April started, lots of shit happened and yeah, why?

Is it just my luck, or something wants me to realize something?

Still, I hope my two lil poor fellas will get well soon....

And it started...

Today was my first day in school after 2 weeks on the road, doing various stuff for the volleyball scene in JB.

And it started.

A teacher, who's concerned about wut happened to me in the school, and apparently was a victim too, previously, could not take it anymore.

She went to the headmistress.

And she told me.

And makes me wonder, why does the headmistress did not say anything to me when she walked past me.

But I could see that some teachers, who had had sided with him started to treat me better. I wonder why.

And yeah, I could still feel the resentment from his cliques, whom I had nothing against, even though it was covered with fake, hypocritical smiles.

But the congratulations from the administrations for my stint in Volleyball made my day, so I was kinda meh with all other stuff.

But I bet, today will be a start of a new battle. Which I hate. It's too troublesome. I'd rather do something else or deal with my other problems.

Meh anyone?